seventy five

And every day
Begins the same
You're watching things
You don't understand,
You're saying things
We can't understand,
I'm not sure if you're passing
Faster or slower,
I'm not sure why our country
Is falling deeper and deeper,
I can't wrap my head around
The things that I'm seeing
And this life that I'm leading
I'm just surviving right now
Fighting for air right now
And every day
Begins the same
Another feeling,
Another change
Another inadequacy,
Another face
Another person I can't replace

Another sickeness I can't fix
Another love I can't reach
And I'm learning all the lessons they couldn't teach me
But it doesn't feel as good as I thought it would be